my boyfriend...

i am here to formly introduce my boyfriend to you guys...he is mr hoong ling shaun =.=

hahaha..everyone sure will feel weird..since i had published our photo in facebook few months ago.. and many of my friends had met him too..... i just dont know why..i wanna express my feeling to him and something about him in this blog...

hahaha..he is such a quite person when we first know him...he is shy always, he is hilarious,though..hahaha..

recently,he changed himself...change to be...emm, SECRET~hahaha..maybe hang out too much with me jor and influence by my bad habit jor..keep like bully-ing me now ...

JUST LIKE saturday,he know how desperate was i want to watch the new moon...BUT HIM LE...cheated me he could not get the ticket and kept it inside his wallet as a prank for me...but,i had reveal his 'plan'..but he kept deny that he cant got the new moon ticket...hahaa...but i know,he wanted to give a suprise to me..haha..felt very touch with what you did to me...i really have a very memorable day with him on saturday.....

i like the way we communicate..no barriers...this is what i want..

he is tactful but yet thoughtful too la...hahaha...emm..cant praise him too much if not he will ba bei...hahaha...

and le...alot alot of things...i have been together with him almost want 5 months already lo...not too long but short la..hahaha.....hope the following days that coming for us are happy and happyyyy forever...

for mummy..

just wanna to express my feeling in my blog....

i dont know how to express my feeling to my mum in words.....

but i really very very............touch, happy and ................................dont know...hahaha...


thanks for understanding me...i love her...

thanks for standing at my side too.....

i miss my time in ipoh..

frankly speaking, i prefer my life in ipoh more than kl...hahaha...

why?? ipoh food more delicious and cheaper than kl...~i am talking nonsense...hahaha..this is the truth ma.. no doubt that ipoh is a peaceful town for people...although sometimes was pretty boring to stay in ipoh...but with the nice food at there..i would not feel boring at all! hahaha...

sigh..everytime i back to kl from ipoh..i will have the sad feeling...i dont like this kind of feeling..feel so helpless.?? hahaha..maybe i too emotional and homesick??

i wish to back home everyday...cause there is the best place for me to "hang out"..haha..safest place for me too cause i will be protect by my parents and grandparents...love this kind of feelings..but life isn't so easy..we will grow up..we cant always protect by our parents too...

soo...i have to be independant.....but i cant make it all the time..hard to control my feeling...i dont like the feeling too such as always back to kl alone...the loneliness will come to me..i hate it so much...................

and very touch that my mum was totally understand me...i felt consoled by her..she had expressed my feeling from my heart too...thanks for your understanding....

i think the decision i made..will insult by many people...or maybe many people will say i am stupid with what i chose and decided..but what i choose, is the decision i feel happy with..i will stand for it and abide all the insult by others......

my latest news ~

i have plenty of things to share with all my friends here who still have keeping on "trend" with my blog...hahaha...

ya,the first thing was...i had decided.. i have made my decision..i choose to back..my mum was allowed me too.. the only thing that is i havent tell my dad..i felt very happy. my mum was totally understand my feeling..and i hope i did not make the wrong decision too..
still got 6 weeks to go,add on the another 3 weeks of "break"..i will be free from the JAIL!!! will have no more assignment torturing for the coming 2 or 3 months before i begin my degree..now everything just need to wait the approval..Hope the university can accept my taylor's foundation..
waiting for it now..hope it would not disappointed me~ god bless ME ~~

the second thing was,i hope my friend shao hang will get well soon..then can ber-sot with you again in kampar or in sitiawan ...miss the time with you and wui keat..always brought the happiness to me....

the third thing was, my younger brother wui keat!!!　i know you decided to leave malaysia before i decide to back for my further study... how cruel is it..you want to leave us soon.. indeed,you are a very very good listener and friend for me! and also have became my brother dont know since when already..i appreciate our friendship, and appreciate to have you as my brother....you are nice! same nice and sa zai with shao hang.. cant deny that everyone of you in sitiawan are very nice.. i was lucky to have you in my life ^^ as my di di and friend..i will remember you always..our time being bersot,blow water... and at pangkor!!!!

recently and currently, i am super super duper and freaking busy for this semester.. due to it is short sem,sigh...classes are double in a week. freaking bored because i need to see my dear lecturer for 8 hours in a week...this is totally freak me out..but still have 6 weeks to go counting from now...then my foundation will be finish.. cant wait for the time to reach..... i no need force to 'addict' with the assignments anymore for few months...hahaha...

holiday soon ~~

ｗｏｈｏｏ．．lagi ada 2 hari..i gonna have a 2 weeks break...APPLAUSE FOR MYSELF..hehehe....cant wait for it lo...many things need to do again for this coming 2 weeks...

irritating and annoying !!!

arrghh..i gonna mad soon..can i scold here???

aAAArrrgghghg...NWS!!!!ＦＦＦＦＦＦＦＦＦＦＦ　ｄｄｄｄｄｄｄｄｄｄ AND....arrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhh........i want to be rude..i cant bear for the firecrackers anymore..is ANNOYING!!!!!! NON STOP PUTTING IT SINCE YESTERDAY..omg..please dont burn money la...give me the money better la!i want silent ar..i am soooo tired wanna sleep already..arrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhh.....

and those stupid works...the eng homeworks...super duper difficult..i gonna mad.totally dont understand what the passage indicated about. checked words from dictionary also useless.....maybe my eng standard is worse..

and the line in my appartment..getting worse and worst..THE LINE SLOW AS TURTLE..hate it..nothing different with using my broadband..holys**t..

and why i dont have car???if not i no need so farn ..how i gonna to back ipoh..i hate take train..3 times i had met the train cancle when the time i waited in ktm station..and few times were train delay..can i scold??that why i really refuse to take train..especially take train back to kl..!!! i hate this alot..

and the stupid drama..why wanna perform at 30th??Stupid..wasted my time..STUPID AR.....i want back to ipoh and study ar....really hate my eng class.i supposed to have no class starting on next week onwards..the last week of october..BUT..THE STUPID ENG...made us need to go to college......the canteen aunty is right..home is the best..i wanna stay at home ..i mean ipoh rather than here..here is sooo disgusting and many problems..

today really super duper no mood...once i read the IELTS passages..i really gonna mad...die with those words...arrrrrrggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh....

so tired...but..the fireworks..like 烧不完 cant finish burning..i wanna die for it...

today and finally

ya,since how long i waited for your call..you dont know this. i was happy after i received your called this morning..u really never serious or even called me after the case had happened.. and sometimes even i back to ipoh,we did not really talk much also..in car,we kept silent all the way to take our breakfast..maybe you were waiting me to open my mouth first??i dont know..and i was waiting you too..we always like that since i was young too..last time,you used to talk a lot to me when we got the chance got outing or eating together..cause we have no much time and chances to see each others during that time..since last year..we only got many times and chances to meet and take breakfast together..

even dinner..u never come back and take with us..do you know how many years already u never take dinner with me together??? since i came to kl for my study.i knew how to cook.i remember got one time,you came and find me with her..that day i remember the next day was my mass comm final exam..but i still went to pyramid my class..before that,i rush to home and faster cooked one dish for you..cause i wish you could try the dish i cooked..maybe this was not a big deal for you,but it was a big deal for me..since how long i desire you to try my dish..cause you are important to me..you got the highest status in my heart too..but once i reach there with my dish..u told me,why you brought along 'THIS' thing..sound like my dish was cheap compared to what you ate always..you know how much your words hurt me ??maybe you were joking that time??but i did this with my heart..but you did eat it in the end..but i still thanks to you....

yaya.this morning..i had a conversation with you..not short but not long also..u seem like nothing to talk with me too..but i still felt happy because you called me..but the feeling really different with your previous called at the beggining i came here to study.......

last but not least..i dont wish to have any gap with you..i wish we could back to last time..the fun and the joys we have last time..all are memorable for me..i miss it so much....